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Sometime around today I had an arranged meeting with a stranger who was asking me strange questions.  The content of these inquiries brought to light the severity of my past. A faint curse came upon me that was never expected to arrive, causing a lonely monster to materialize.
I thought of shutting it out again, but sometime around today as these odd questions were pulling this monster into light, I began to feel the chaos within it and realized how much hurt it has been carrying for me. This monster has been my savior in times of distress. Cloaking all of the worries, fears, and selfish deeds from me so I wouldn't regret and fail so easily again.
I cannot bear to label this being a monster or shut it out anymore. But yet, it's another stranger who is close to me that I may never get to know its true self or purpose, and a fresh take on a part of my psyche I never knew existed.
Shall we live in constant fear of our own personalities and murder our conscience, or can't we all just get along, if not with others, then ourselves?
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Souled In
Representing what is left of your conscience/inner-self/makeup/essence/life/energy/force/person/soul as it suffers from the pleasures of your toxic mood enhancements.
}drawn in/near the year of 1997{
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Matthew Barnoski
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Hi! My name is Matt and I love art. I started drawing as soon as I could hold a pencil. I don't draw much anymore, but the love still endures.

Current Residence: Abilene, TX. USA
deviantWEAR sizing preference: XL
Print preference: Color
Favourite genre of music: Alt Rock/Symphonic Metal
Favourite style of art: Realistic Painting/Drawing
Operating System: Mac OSX, Windows 7
MP3 player of choice: I Touch
Shell of choice: Turtle
Skin of choice: Soft
Favourite cartoon character: Zim
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Anthony-aggro Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2012
It was fun meeting you today at the Devmeet in SF.
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